trust urself to make it work...

I'm a passive gal...
even more so with the growing yrs
I din used to be,
guess it's natural instinct to evolve with every experience.

I dared to speak up,
I dared to challenge,
Confronting problems was never easy,
but at least I was eager to piece every puzzle,
confident that I can, I should, I will make things stay d way I deem most perfect & comfortable.

But today,
I dread seeing changes cuz I doubt my ability to correct arising problems.
I haven face my thoughts, my emotions, my feelings for ages with any people.
But I guess, there's always a start.
And this ain't exactly a start, more of a revival.

So I did guster much courage..
(trust me boy on how much effort it takes.)
gratitude to supporting frens who nv lost their conviction in me,
or should i say, greater belief in me than myself.

So...
I made a charge at it,
ignoring d hovering thoughts,
reliving wat I used to felt,
I started out with some stutters,
I ended with a smile.

Guess, I still has the capacity.
I just need practice & maybe...
some belief frm u & frm me.