my frens..

Haven been blogging,
tat's a gd thing.
Cuz blogging is a manifestation of self-pitying,
at least most of d time for me.

I dun like self-magnifying,
or to to shed weak tears for myself
or worse...
have a mindful of thoughts of me, myself & I.

That's being selfish & inflated,
blinded by own's ego & existence,
thinking tat d self is so exaggerated
d world has no space but I.

My frens r sad,
this brings me to reality.
I have been riduculous, acting like a tempremental child.
Too much energy to spare,
wasting it on senseless self-wallowing,
completely desensitized to my frens ard me.

Time is not meant to be spent on lonely frustrations, anger nor sadness.
Neither issit meant for self-pursuit or individual celebration.
Their emotions overwhelmed me.
so aching for me...
they must be in a worse shape than imagined.