different pple, different journeys...

End of orientation, after 3 wks of slp shortages & one life-time experience.
As insignificant as it may sound, I'm more than glad to be part of it.
I wouldn't have know wat I'm missing,
this' jus a small part of it.

Nothing gonna change jus sitting there whining abt ur life, ur fate..
To b more specific, to be totally cut off frm a shared experience of 12, I'm a third party.
Disengagement frm d bonds & memories,
a hard fact in reality.

I'm proud of myself, I din waste my life self-wallowing.
A realisation I've made.
it's not abt tking on d right journey, neither issit abt being less privileged.
missing out on a particular experience doesn't make u less of a person than d other.
In fact, I'm gaining what u r losing, vice versa.

The crux is,
u jus gotta be daring to seek out on ur own, to walk a different path frm ur frens,
u gotta open ur heart to new environment, new pple on ur own,
regardless of how intimidating it may sound
a path w/o d security blanket neither familarity.

The similarity is,
I have a shared goal too but it's a diff one frm u.
I formed bonds too but w pple u dunno.
Frm my perspective,
u r cut off frm my shared experience, u r a third party.
a hard fact in reality.

As cold as it seems,
this' wat life is.

Different pple, different journeys...