I was happier...
but tat doesn't mean I'm unhappy now.
But I was jus happier, I think.

I'm a greedy gal.
I dun wanna think, I dun wanna decide, I dun wanna give, I dun wanna compromise.
Yet I want to be loved, I want to be doted, I want to be fussed, I want to be a littel gal.
Still.. I will think, I will decide, I will give & I will compromise.

That explains why.