Did u ever get the feeling ?

Did u ever get the feeling that u r a sinner, a great big liar?
Did u ever feel a sudden, inexplicable loss of control...
over ur feelings, ur emotions, ur intentions, ur actions?

Were u ever stunned, not by others but ur very own presence?
Were u ever afixed in ur own momentum in d midst of swirling circumstances?
Were u ever bombarded by ur multiple-selfs, each seemingly more demanding & intimidating?

Have u ever wish that nothing ever happened, yet at the same time, grateful that at least u got to experience?
Have u ever wish that there were no implications & u were just being ignorant?
Have u ever wish that u could get the best of both worlds & everything was simply given?
Have u ever wish that life was smooth-sailing & there was no need for decisions?

I did.
I was.
I had.

I does.
I am.
I have.