Arrggghh...

why did I stop publishing?

Cuz I'm affected to such an extent that I can't think objectively.
I got no solutions
and I'm tired of mking sure my words dun hurt pple.

Most importantly,
I want no attention.

I want no worries
nor a sudden surge of curiosity over me.

Everyone has their fair share of problem
and it's only up to individual to get it over and done with.

There's no right or wrong
and I dun need an army of coalitions fighting behind me.
There's no need for a huge debate or some heated discussion behind my back
hence it's best to close it within me.

Dun worry,
I just need some time to wallow over it.
It's d 1st time I'm allowing emotions to wash over me without trying to reason it.
Frankly, I'm tired of being logical.
I shall be weak.

But what a timely time for weakening,
when I have to do well for my last paper
which I gotten a bloody F for it,
this is not helping.

how frustrating
and I mean it.

My blog will revive
once I'm over it.
Then these transitional rubbish will no longer matter.

It wun matter,
I'm sure.

But now,
It matters too much
and it hurts.
And I'm affected.

I hate to be affected
I hate to be.

I'm suppose to be indifferent
And I failed to be.

I'm angry
very.

But there's nothing I can do abt it.

I need my toothfairy...