staying true to my being.

I know what I want
I know what I deserve
but how do I actually pursue my living principles ?

Half the time pple think they know
sometimes they realise they dun
we can even be wrong in what we think we know.

No one can be certain
I dun think god knows either
otherwise,
he wun be making so much changes.

I guess I hav to learn to cast aside my considerations
cuz there's a hundred and one concerns,
life is a risk
and everything is circumstantial.

However this should not be an excuse for irresponsible actions
selfishness is intolerable,
though the equilibrium is hard to maintain
I'm determined to find my way.

I need to believe in what I believe
I need to stay true to my being
even if my belief changes
at least I was true to myself throughout the way.

Now, I just need to revert my living ways.