a night.

Music has a magical effect on me
especially love songs in the middle of the night.
my mind thinks too much
my heart wanders a little too far
sometimes fullness
other times a lingering achness
the feelings beyond my control
almost like a reflex action.

Tonight there's a slight suffocation
I wonder why.
I dun like.

Many times I reflect
and I dun like the way I act
if only I can be an angel
maybe I'll be perfect.

Too much love
I can't handle
yet I know I'm lucky to be loved.

I wonder when will my luck run out
when will I stopped being loved.