simplicity.

I love my life to be simple
without any emotional burdens.
That's why I enjoyed my day out after my last paper
cuz it was simple.

The people are simple
the intentions were simple.
Nothing to read into
no one to hide from
no holding back.

Why dun everyone understand the bliss of simplicity?

There's really no need for guessing nor self-defence
unconditional love do exist.
And that's really the root of simplicity.

Of cuz it's not easy
I'm still learning.

But at least believe that it exist
if u can't do it
at least do not deny it from happening.


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I'm trying my best
but I dun think my best is gd enuff.
I dunno how to define wat's best
by whose criterias
by what standards.

I dunno if the best for my heart will be the best for my mind.
I dunno if the best for me will be the best for u.
I dunno what to do.

I think I'm a coward
I think I'm trying to serve my ego
I think I'm trying to be Ms goody-good.

I need some strength
take one long deep breathe
and just pull it through.

but I still lack the heart to do.