Disorientation.

I'm so disoriented these days,
a little out-of-focus
largely concentration loss.
My time seem to be beyond control
my mind & heart doesn't seem to correspond.

I wanna be on my toes
I like every moment of my life to be fulfilled
I want to know what I'm doing & where I'm heading to.
I wish to study efficently
I wish to relax as I please
I hate to slumber my life away...procrastinating...

which is exactly what I'm doing currently
how simply irritating!!!