drained.

It’s now 730pm on my laptop, and here I am at the UCC typing this entry.
I’ve been here since 1pm and the casts are still waiting…. Waiting for the lights to be ready, waiting for the sets to be up… waiting. I wonder if this is the norm, it’s really a waste of time, energy & totally unproductive. Yet, I know I can’t complain. Cuz the rest are here with me, and they have been working while I am just waiting.

The changing rooms are awesome!
For a moment, I did felt like a superstar. Haha. This is an experience, and as much sacrifices as it bear, I know I’ll look back with a smile one day. Right now, I’m just too worried, tired & burdened. I’ve to hand in my term paper by 12noon tmr and here I am having a brain freeze. I’ve to finished my part of presentation to be compiled by Sat and I haven even started a slide on it. I’ve some conflicts with another tutorial presentation next wed & I dunno how to go ard it. As much as I wanna smile & enjoy the process, I can only afford a frown right now.

I’m so tired.
I just wanna a good slp.

7.37pm

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Thank god, i just finished my term paper. I really hope it was not too badly done. I did given it some thought and put in effort despite the short time I have. It was definitely not a slip-shod work. Spent some time deciding on the right topic.

I'm suppose to have a 8am lecture tmr, I really hope to make it though I'm not sure if my body can make it- 心有余而力不足. Supposed to reach Ucc for rehersal tmr at 9am too though I predict actual rehersal will only start at least 2 hrs later, there's really too much waiting ard.

Just received my grp mates' presentation slides..damn..I haven even started mine. Another late night work tmr after my debut performance. Dunno wheather to be scared or excited. Just a fine line I suppose.
Good... slp-deprivation, stress & late nights prepare me well for the weak old ah ma I'm acting for the next 2 nights. I'm so gonna be in my ideal condition for my role! No need for makeup, I'll have fresh eyebags & wrinkles for my show. haha.

Gd night my frens...
wish me a gd night slp!