I'm a bitch.

I've concluded I'm a bitch.
That I can't even stand myself.
But I just can't tear myself away from me, can I ?

What a horrible feeling.

I'm really trying to be true to my words, my actions, my intentions.
I am, I'm trying.
I know no one knows
but sometimes, I'm too possesive and selfish for my own good.

The difficult thing is,
I don't show.
But the inner conflicts are hard to swallow.