bless me

I hate long entries... too gordy, too much feelings, too much words. Shall cut down on it.

I am happy today. Not very, but at least a break frm my dreadful self. Am tired of being sad & depressed. I dunno depression, so I condemn myself for using that too often. I love to live, so I hate it when I stop living each moment. I dun like d feeling of lost, so I get unsettled when I lose touch with myself. For the past months, I have experienced all d above: self-inflicted depression, quit living, lost.

Well, I'm glad to get out of the fix today. Danger zones I call them. Pray that I stay clear of it, yet there's too much of these man-eating traps out there, waiting to pounce on you, or rather me. You never know when u'll fall in, *gulp*, so I advise you to stay on ur toes. Tmr night I have to cross their paths, may I have d foresight to waiver past. Bless me.