I found it.

back... again.

I found it.
Indeed I have, a long long time ago...jus tat I din realised.
now I do.

remember how I have always been neither here nor there ?
yesh..tat's it.
Indifference is d word.
my most powerful tool I have left to be equipped.
N I can say, I'm gd at it.

By feeling indifferent, acting indifferent, behaving indifferently...
I'm almost invincible,
impossible to be fathom.
It allows me to hide behind myself,
avoid d confrontation,
dismiss d problem.

until one day...
it dissolves.
It surely will, w/o doubt.
the power of time, the power of my mind.

Runaway ?
hm.... maybe. no.
more like....
fly away.

nah, I dun hav a problem.