my day.

Woke up slightly b4 1030am. hm...
finally got out of bed at 11am.
reached for yq's letter-of-d-day... cool =)
luv tat pic, so lovely, so happy!

Left my hse w sis at 12plus.
walked thru citylink, raffles place n finally arrived at suntec.
oh manz..tat's like d 3rd time I've been thru this same journey in a single wk.
hate d place.
bad memories, bad feelings.

Collected my hp.
arghh...
regretted sending it for repair.
*poof*

Sis got her results, damn happy w it. decided to treat me pizza.
woah, speechless.

Enjoyable lunch. had our once-in-a-blue-moon talk.
told her stuffs I wouldn't even dream of saying, at least not to her.
k, it must b d hormones, d moon, d sun, d stars, d watever...
god knows what came over me.

But it feels gd to let out in its plainest truth, knowing tat she's a close outsider w harmless intentions. felt quite touched tat she stood earnestly on my side, even offered advice tat proved to be for my gd, though I'll never heed it, ha.

But I must say, she has now presented herself to me in a whole new perspective.

Went on our separate ways at 3plus.
Alone, din feel like gg home. found myself heading towards esplanade. explored d area n made a cool discovery...
been to the top of esplanade?
an open-spaced roof top, looking down on scenic view of singapore river- ROOF TERRACE.
I swear I gonna pay a visit to my new found discovery one of these days at night. exciting.

Visited libaray@esplanade.
trust me, a peaceful stop for d restless hearts.
found a cosy spot near d glass window...
offered a healing view of d merlion, d ever-flowing s'pore river, rocking boats, a couple playing guitar, girlfrens immersing in each others' company, a jogger, a kid...
accompanied by background music of piano coming frm d practice room.
chose a play to read, "Split britches"- a feminist approach of a real-life acc.

half reading, half thinking, half dreaming, half sleeping, half stoning, half enjoying, basically finding peace...

A gal ard my age sat down opp me n brought me back to reality.
In jeans n black shirt, layered-rugged-tinted hair.
her haversack at her side, earpiece in both her ears.
I dunno y, I was really intrigued by her.
I dare say we stole glances at each other.
A strange sense of ease n curiosity, as if we were wondering y d other party was here, her feelings & circumstances.
wouldn't b surprise to c her again tmr, same time same place.

Left my seat at 5pm.
changed into my attire n headed for weights.
5 of us.
queer.

Dinner at leisure w wq & mx.
each conversation always bring me a step closer towards my frens. nice.
boarded d shuttle bus at 1030pm w wq.
reached my starting pt at 11pm.
ended my day w a sigh & maybe some relief.