Wednesday, September 22, 2004

my perfect future.

I dun wish for abundunt riches,
I think excess loses its worth.

I dun ask for luxurious bungalows,
that's a house, not a home.

I dun want to live in the city,
hustling and bustling is not meant for me.

What do I want?

I want to have comfy nest at the countryside,
by the river, surrounded by decidous pastures,
with ponies, smiles & peace.

of cuz, that's an illusion.
So I wish to have my own condo or apartment,
with mirrors, built-in streams and personalised touches.
I wish to return home feeling loved,
embraced by warmth and happiness.

I want to work for my interest,
rewarded with a sense of satisfaction and personal achievements.
I hope to be financially stable so that I can have so much more to offer.
I wanna bring my family for holidays,
I wanna buy prezzies for people I love,
I wanna treat my frens whenever I feel like it,
I wanna contribute to the community in need,
I wanna broaden my horizons, to experience the life of others.
But I dun wanna lavish on materialistic luxury such that I become delusioned,
so I dun wanna be rich.
is it a contradiction ?

I yearn to be free,
free from expectations and obligations.
I like to be responsible for myself, to do as I wish, to fly as I want.
I dun like to be tied down, tracked or to answer to anyone,
I does things on impulse, I hate to plan ahead of time.
Dun ask me wat's my plans, wat's my agenda,
it's inexistence.
I just do whenever my mood says.

Afterall, it's my life.

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