Tuesday, October 05, 2004

arghh..

satisfied w my life now, hm..maybe not perfect but at least I've got no complaints.
contented is d word.

been thinking lots abt my future these days..
esp. seeing my frens entering a diff phase in their repective lives, adulthood some call it.
can't help but do some serious pondering abt my dreams, desirs, wishes.. I mean in practical sense.
Yesh, I dun usually think practically most of d time. I fantasize.
Afterall, I have to consider doing honours in a yr's time, either another 2yrs of studying or off to embrace d society sooner than expectation.
change is always exciting... subjective.

thinking mode on.

Stuck w my term paper..wrong.
Stuck = inability to proceed or retreat in d midst of issues.
I'm nowhere near d midst, in fact, I'm nowhere near d beginning.
Overloading of info, insufficent time to read thru every detail, lost in d mounts of words...
25% of my grade, wanna do well.
tat account for my irritation- expectation.

test(s).
concurrent w my term paper.
perfect timing.
30%

Month of Oct:
9th- term paper
11th- social
21st- developmental
27th- adolescene

Month of Nov:
Exams!!!

ooh..27th Oct: blood donation drive.
I'm a life-saver!!!

hm..I jus sounded q mean n pissed in my reply to a guy who's jus trying to help.
damn!
see... 1st sign of irritation.
damn!

off to my term paper after: 1/2hr of self-reflection, 1/2hr of catching up w hl, 1hr plus of jcrc meeting which started at an unearthly hr of 12mn, 1/2hr of running...

I'm re-energised!(dream-on.)

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