I dunno.

d previous post sounds depressing,
tat's not exactly d feeling i wanan convey.
Jus qns skimming thru my ignorant brain.

nope, I'm not some young budding gal trapped in the love web or self-induced crushes.
guess I'm a little old for tat, haha.

Jus hoping to understand life a little better
n maximise happiness.

even if it means,
at the expense of short-term unpleasantness.

I know,
who am I to decide ?

I dunno.