bleah!

What do u do if ur results doesn't exactly make u feel on the top of the world?

maybe that's too high an expectation.
afterall, how often do we feel on top of the world with our results?
only twice in my lifetime I recall.

So what happen if my results make me feel gray & disheartened?

I indulge myself in food... lotsa food.
I spend money like charity.
I retreat into my hermit.
I like to appease myself with time doing nothing.
I have no heart for work or study,
despite the greater need to be.

These are my behavioural patterns to get me up & over with.
I'm already getting accustomed to it.

On another note,
It's a wonder how often pple tell me how screw up their life is...
Yet I nv ever see it happen.
Stop telling the whole world ur life is screwed!
at least until u show it to me

Then u'll have my sympathy.